My next step

I really, REALLY, want to go back to school.
I think about it constantly and actually miss learning.
What makes me most nervous and scared is that I'm just not smart enough to go back!
It'll be hard with Olyver because I won't have as much time
but I know Wes will help me a lot, especially on weekends.
Just talking about it excites me beyond belief!

I want a better life for my boys, house of our own, and stability that the IRS doesn't really offer.
I want this soo bad.
Where to start?!?!