Im so exhausted right now..
Im tired of dealing with the past.
Im tired of feeling like I'm "crazy"
Because I'm not.
No one gets what I've been through.
And I would give anything to talk to someone who did get it. And who knows how I feel.
And to add on to my ridiculous complaining. Im preeettttty tired of being in pain. Especially the past week. Its been absolutely horendous. To the point that im vomiting at night from pain. Its making my legs and back ache. I hate it. I cant wait to go to the dr friday. Hopefully he'll schedule surgery. Or do anything to help. I don't care at this point.
I'm lucky I have Olyver. He makes me happy. He makes me forget about the pain. Hes perfect.
I love my bug.
Des, my love. Text me if you need ANYTHING or ANYONE. I'm always here for you, no matter what. You can come over anytime.
ReplyDeleteI love you mucho.