Another

So this is just something on my mind.
Another baby
I go through my mind every day why I do and why I don't want another..

I dont because I want to keep the somewhat okay body I have(haha) and I hate working nights.. I miss wesley and if we had another id be working nights for atleast 5 more years. Its the most exhausting thing ever. I want to go to school before we have another.

I want a little sister for olyver but know chances are we'll have a lil brother.. And thats still perfect.
I want to be pregnant one more time. Its the absolute most amazing thing ever. I love being a mom. More than anything. I love seeing that smile. I love comforting and taking care of him. I love entertaining him. How could I not do this again? How could I pass this up? I know it will be hard and exhausting. Of course I dread that part. Haha. But its all worth it in the end.

Whatever happens will happen..
We have our little booger.. Thats all that matters now

Stay at home

I absolutely love being a stay at home mama and wife. I get to take care of my babies all day every day!

Although its not good, Olyver is obsessed with me. It makes everything hard but, I secretly love it. He wants to play talk and snuggle all day. He loves following me from room to room. And just cant get enough of crawling and walking. I don't know how I do it haha!

Hes the happiest baby you'll ever meet. Non stop smiles and laughs. He thinks everything (especially when hes being naughty) is funny. arty and lila are his best buddies. He loves following them and is always sooo excited to see them. He definitely likes who he is. Posing for pictures, staring at his pictures and in the mirror with the biggest smile. He waves hi and bye non stop. Mama and dada are his only words so far, and it melts my heart every single time.

I could go on and on. I'm sure who ever reads this gets a lil sick of me talking about him. But, hes all I think about!

He makes me happy, beyond happy.

My next step

I really, REALLY, want to go back to school.
I think about it constantly and actually miss learning.
What makes me most nervous and scared is that I'm just not smart enough to go back!
It'll be hard with Olyver because I won't have as much time
but I know Wes will help me a lot, especially on weekends.
Just talking about it excites me beyond belief!

I want a better life for my boys, house of our own, and stability that the IRS doesn't really offer.
I want this soo bad.
Where to start?!?!

9 months

I can't believe my boy is 9 months old..
He is amazing.
I cant truly find the right words to say how I feel.
I always knew being a mom would be amazing but I can't even describe just how amazing it is.

Right when I think he's as perfect as it can possibly get, as his aunt b says "he works miracles everyday" He gets more perfect every single day.

He is a speedy Gonzales.. Best Crawler. He could walk and climb ALL day. He gives the best kisses and has the cutest wave hi and bye. He's a social butterfly. The most beautiful, contagious laugh and smile. Says mama and Dada with the sweetest voice. He has us both, and everyone else he knows wrapped around his finger. He's so loved.

How couldn't he be?
I'm lucky. Look at that beautiful boy.
I love my Olyver!

Can I just say...

I LOOOVE my new phone!
I can now blog from my phone again :) yay!!

My thoughts, my opinion.

I'm sure some won't agree with me. Fighting and arguments aren't my point for this.

This is just to share my opinion.

It makes my heart sad, and hurt to hear people talk badly about people who

just simply choose to live their life the way that makes them the happiest.

I cannot wrap my mind around why someone would have hateful thoughts, or words for them.

I think it simply just shows who you are as a person.

There are many times I don't agree with what someone is doing, or what they believe,

but I never go out of my way to be hateful and just down right rude.

Why can't people just learn to shut their damn mouths?

Leave all that negativity to your self!

This has absolutely nothing to do with religion. This just simply has to do with having a good, loving heart.

After all, wouldn't that be what God would want you to do? Be loving, accepting, and kind to others? No matter what their case is. Yea, I'm pretty sure.

"Every body's journey is individual. If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy. The fact that many Americans consider it a disease says more about them than it does about homosexuality."

Vegas pics!

                                                              My handsome boy

                                                            Going late night swimming :)

Hes ready! (please ignore my fatness in all of these)

Our cute family

My lil fishy

Swimming with aunt tru

Too perfect

Ready to party!

Dada and Oly

Love them

Love love love..

It was a good weekend :)