bad night

I have always tried my hardest to only post positive and happy things on here
But I've realized no life is perfect, nor is any person. So why not share?

So much has happened to be in my short 21(almost 22) years. A lot positive, but a lot
Of bad, horrible things. I am always one to share my emotions but not about a lot of
The serious things.. I hold them in. I always thought it was easier to do so because
Then I never had to face them.

I've come to a point in my life, thanks to Olyver and Wesley, that I want to be a better person.
I want to be what they deserve. I need to be happy for me to be able to be what they need. I need to confront what's happened to me. Its exhausting. And more than anything its overwhelming.

All I want is to work through all of these things and be what my boys deserve, and be the
person I know I can be.

Wish me luck...